Time and time again, we hear comments like:
“If I’m truly gifted and aware, why do parts of my life feel so bad?”
“Why don’t my dreams or glimpses of ‘awakening’ last longer or permanently?”
“I know deeply that my life has a purpose, but why do I feel like my path is so scattered and unclear?”
To those of us asking these questions and feeling like ‘underachievers’ in the awakening process, we assure you that simply by feeling that way you prove that you are well on your way down the path of conscious awakening. It is a process and you are likely experiencing it with appropriate humility, desire, progress, and determination—even though it may feel like it stalls or stops.
As many are finding, when you awaken to beauty, light, and energy, you also awaken to the pain, injustices, and suffering of the other people, animals, nature, and the planet itself—which is why awakening is not always easy, complete, or blissful! The human mind and body filter and protect you, and allow you to access information only as it becomes safe, necessary, and healthy for you and your world to do so. There is no doubt that, as we evolve as individuals, a human race, a planet, or even as energies from another planet, you will be acclimated and prepared– and will receive what you need for your personal destiny and for the planetary ascension process. The down side is that the process may not always feel fun, as even positive changes can sometimes feel strange or uncomfortable.
Most of us have grown up with a “Cinderella” story in our minds regarding our relationship to awakening and consciousness. We are led to believe that in just one moment the switch turns on, we awaken to consciousness, and all of our human experiences from then on are totally transformed and “happily ever after,” easy, joyful, and clear. When it can’t and doesn’t happen that way, we think it is because we don’t deserve it or didn’t meditate enough, didn’t wear the right fabric, didn’t say the right mantra, didn’t take the right class, or didn’t try the latest rage in New Age.
While there are certainly dimensions, planets, and galaxies where frequency levels allow for that type of instant and perpetually awakened existence, right now on this planet we are still human, are surrounded by humans and their frequencies, and are temporarily inhibited by what the human mind, body, and spirit can accept in our current context, perception of time, and form. We know that frequencies of all sorts rattle our systems and that no matter how positive the new climate or ways may be, humans require time to accept, adapt to, acclimate to, and embrace the new levels. It’s called the Ascension PROCESS for a reason.
For example, many light workers or “First Wavers” seem to be downloading frequencies and information through sounds, dreams, and experiences that will indeed color and characterize the future. However, it is sometimes a struggle to integrate and apply that new information, frequency, and mindset while living in the current political, financial, social, and spiritual ways of our world. The challenges of First Wavers arise not because they are falling short or aren’t meant to fulfill a great destiny, but because they must speak the language, relate to, and live in the world of the other humans they are here to help.
We find that human growth as a whole resembles that of a young child with incredible potential, talents, heart, and attributes—but who grows, learns, matures, and masters more and more every day. Some days the natural growth appears faster than others, but in hindsight we see that it was a process that led us to greater abilities, capacities, and contributions to our world. For all humans, including First Wavers, the maturation process and synchronicities are there all the time, even when we don’t feel as empowered by them as we’d like! We may feel powerless, but our mindset and frequencies can affect the timing, ease, and confidence with which we approach great destiny.